MY BETTER HALF

There is a definitive moment in a person’s life where they become acutely aware of the fact that they found their soul mate. I’m not talking about the person they’ll spend the rest of their days waking up to each morning. I’m talking about the awkward person you didn’t like that you were forced to throw with that changed your life forever. So, to that awkward person, my best friend. Thank you sharing in my happiest moments, and for genuinely feeling, like yesterday. I've met a lot of people, but no one like you. I knew from the start that there was something special about you. You touched my life and wouldn't let go. You've brought unimaginable joy and warmth to my life. You've made me feel like a better person, that will be able to take on the world. I think we were destined to become best friends! You are so special to me and can never be replaced. I look up to you because you are strong and caring and beautiful. I hope you know that I will always be there to listen to you, laugh with you, cry with you and help you in every imaginable ways I can. I can't imagine getting through a single day without hearing your voice or seeing your smile. I look forward to the time we share, and I never want to live a day without you. I hope you know you have impacted so many peoples lives and I would not be the person I am today without you. You support me when I was in tears and when I was happy. Thank you. I've never needed anyone in my life as much in my whole entire life as much as I need you. You mean so much to me. You are very caring person! Nobody will ever find someone as special as you are to me. You play a major part in my life, you are the most important part in my life and you are the closest thing to my heart. I treasure your soul like no another. You will always hold a special part in my heart where only you can touch. You've came to my rescue and I turn to you as my peaceful place and where I can rest my heart and troubles. You've changed me for the best.

I got my mission call yesterday and you were the first person I thought of before I got a heartache. Haha. I invited couple of people to my mission opening call but none of them were important as you were. You were the most important person in that room to me. I'm so thankful that you came. When I opened my mission call I couldn't stop thinking how grateful I am for you and for all the help you've put into me that gave me this chance in my life. I'm so blessed and proud to call you my life. WOW. I am one blessed person on this whole wide world. You've made a big deference in my life.

I can't wait to write you as a missionary. You will bless so many life's in Dominican Republic and they will be the luckiest people to have met a person like you. I've said this before but I truly know that no one will ever experience the true joy unless they get to cross your path. You are a breath to my life and sunshine that I can't live without. I love you so stinking much. 

Sunshine

Sunshine

That’s right my best friend is sunshine, whether it’s raining or shining. She’s a great blessing to me. I’m very grateful for her being part of my life. Last Wednesday I wanted to go visit her and give her something she always wanted from me-painting. She asked me for one when she was at collage but I couldn’t do it because I was busy and couldn’t find everything I needed to make a painting for her. Then one day I decided to stop making excuses and just paint one for her. As I was about to paint the painting for her I realized I don’t have all the right colors for her. So I thought of another idea. I decided to make the colors that she loves. And sense she is my sunshine I made sunset because it’s beautiful just like her. Her favorite color is red, orange and yellow. I tried making it couple of times because I wanted it to be perfect also just like her. Each time I would mess up I would wash it off and few hours when it was dry I would try again till it was the way I wanted it to be. Finally it was finished and I was going to take it to her but as I grabbed it I got my finger print on it. “Shoot” I yelled out loud. I had couple of thoughts going through my head and one of them was to start over. I knew if I would start over it would take even longer and I probably couldn’t go visit her that day. So I decided to just go with it and get her symphony chocolate bar because that’s what she asked me a long time ago with the painting.

  As I got to her house she was in the shower and didn’t know I was coming over. Ha-ha. I like to surprise her. I’m full of surprises. Anyways as she got down stairs she told me how much she loves my painting she also told me about her day and how it was treating her. Such an amazing girl. She is also my best friend. 

  When I got to Jessica’s house I didn’t eat anything so I was kind of hungry. I asked her if she wanted to go to my house and make some food. She smiled and said yes. As we were driving to my house I was thinking how lucky I am to have a best friend by my side no matter what and that I can count on her in any situation. I AM LUCKY TO CALL HER MY BEST FRIEND. As we got to my house we start making some frozen food I had in my freezer. I put it in a pan and she made it till it was done and ready to eat it. As we were making it we both were singing song called Banana pancakes by Jack Johnson. When she was done with her food she reminded me that I owe her chocolate chip cookies. Ha-ha. As I was making some chocolate chip cookies she played me some piano. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE when she plays piano. She is incredible. She doesn’t think she is but one day I hope I’ll tell her enough that she will start believing me. When cookies came out out of oven I took them out and they didn’t look as good as they would normally would  but I wasn’t about to make another batch and go get some more chocolate chip cookies because it was pretty late and I didn’t wanted to get her home to late. So I just put some on a plate for her. She asked me why I’m giving most of them to her.  I told her because I made them for you not me and because you were the only reason I made them. She smiled and said I’m so sweet. Ha-ha. I love her. As I took her home I again start thinking how I got so lucky to have her as a best friend. I also realized how much I love her and that I would do anything for her. She is my sunshine each freaking day. She is the only person that really gets me. She is just like air to me- I can’t live without her and also like oxygen- something I need every day. She is my life and every breath to my life. I’m forever in her debt. I love her with all my heart. She is the one and only my best friend. 

Late visits

  Yesterday my best friend got her thumb broken... :( That's sad. She'll get her splint today. Hopefully that will make her feel much better. As she was telling what happened and how she feels i felt like she's my best friend. I mean like.. she could tell me anything and everything and i'll never look at her no different than my best friend that i love so much.
  I wanted to go to visit her but knew it would be difficult because my car doesn't have any gas in it. I mean it does but i don't know how long it would last and i don't want it to die. So as I was going to head out to give her a visit Julia came over with her boyfriend. I wouldn't say he is attractive but i wont be negative towards him. Anyways she left like one minute later. So i was like okay..? She never texts or calls before she comes over and that's what drives me insane about her. And even if I wasn't home she would still welcome her self in. WHO DOES THAT??? Anyways my brother Paul pulled in in a driveway from his camping trip. I asked him if he wants to go put some gas in my car, he said he will just not this day because he is so tired. But he offered to take me to Jessica's house. Again as we were about to leave Julia showed up with Arby's. I told her i have to be in bed by 10. So she left few minutes after 10. I pretended like i was going to sleep because i had my pj's on and was in my bed. After she left my house i dressed up again and my brother Paul took me to Jessica's house.
  As i came in into her house she looked better than she was describing. The way she described herself to me, i thought i would pass out when i'll see her. haha. One of the reasons i love her. She never gives me heart attach by the way she looks. Can i tell you little bit about her and how talented she is? Alright I will.
  As i told her we are going to take pictures, she sat by the piano and invited me to sit with her. I was greatly appreciated her letting me sit by her because usually she wont let you sit by her when she plays piano. haha. Anyways i just wanted to all let you know that she is incredible with piano. the way she plays piano feels like you are in heaven and the way she sings will definitely take your breath away. If you ever thought angels weren't real, you might want to reconsider that because the way she sings it got to be an angel. She is the biggest blessing in my life. I love listening to her to play piano and especially when she sings along the way. She is incredible. I don't need billion dollars to get what I want because she is ALL i want. I'm SUPER blessed that I know such person as her. I KNOW that she is my sister. I also want you to know that she is talented and anything she lays her eyes or hands on will be much better. I just love her. I can definitely say that my best friend is cooler than yours. Sorry. I'm trying hard to be humble right now about my best friend. Anyways I got everything I ever wanted and beyond it. She's my angel.

Twist

  Yesterday i told my best friend that i'll come over and visit her. I couldn't stay for very long because i had a lot of stuff going on and i had a lot of finals coming up that i have to study for. Of course i didn't tell her that because i didn't want her to think that she is my last priority. So as i hopped into the shower so i would smell and look nice for her. I don't want her to think i stink or anything. ha ha. As i was in the shower my old friend Julia called and i didn't answer because i was in the shower. But she did leave a voice mail and said that she is coming over. So i couldn't tell her that i can't hang out with her tonight.
  Julia used to be my best friend but she didn't like Jessica as much and didn't see a lot in Jessica as i did. So she caused a lot of harm in our friendship because of Jessica. I tried to fix it up but she just wanted to be the only friend and best friend i have. That was very hard for me to do. I finally decided that in a long run i would rather have Jessica as my best friend than her. Jessica's and my friendship isn't flawless or anywhere to be perfect but it works great and to me it is perfect. I wouldn't  want anyone else as my best friend. I love her.
  So I told Jessica that i feel horrible for ditching her but Julia is coming over. I told her that i'm sorry I've been a horrible friend lately. Honestly Jessica is the only person that'll probably feel awful about when i have to cancel plans because i care so much about her and her time. I told my dad as he was on his way out of the door that I've been horrible friend to Jessica and had few tear drops. He hugged me and said what did i do. So i told him that I've been ditching her for stupid reasons that i could care less about but if i didn't do those stupid things I would have awful consequences follow. My dad smiled and said "If I felt bad as much as you do about what you do, i would have a river full of tears." He also then added later that I'm a good friend and shouldn't worry about it. But it frustrates me still though.
  Anyways when Julia got to my house, i told her that she can't do that to me and come over without me saying anything and because she has done that to me we are both going to Jessica's house whether she likes it or not. She was totally fine with i. So I grabbed few things on a way for Jessica and tell her and to let her know that she is my priority. Honestly it wasn't as awkward as i thought it would be but it still was when Julia came into Jessica's home.
  I completely spaced out that i already have a date this Saturday and that it wouldn't work out with me hanging out with Jessica so i think we might just do it next week
 

My bestest best friend

  What are your cool ideas you would like to do with your best friend? Do you have a best friend that you'll do anything for? Or even if you don't have a best friend, would you like to have one and have unforgettable memories? Do you think everyone should have a best friend? Or did none of those questions really relate to you and your best friend? If you have different thoughts on best friend(s) or what you do you are more than welcome to share those thoughts. I would love to hear different opinions!!

  Sense I asked those questions I'll give you my opinion and you can agree with it or disagree. My best friend (Jessica Peters) have few things we want to do this summer as I said before. Some of our fun ideas to do this summer is have sleepovers, go to the zoo, go to the gym (and show every one off. haha jk), also go visit temple, have some fun adventures. Also this summer we are going to visit our friend Jazzmine in St. George and reunite Jx3. 

  For this week my plan is, is to take Jessica on a best friend date. I usually don't do this but sense she doesn't know anything about me, I think it'll be fun. How I know that she doesn't know me? Well I came to visit her on Sunday and us we're just talking about how much we still know about each other because she went to college and both of us have changed. Well I knew few things about her and let’s just say she couldn't answer those questions about me. Haha. So what am I planning for her for this week? First thing I want to do is to take her to dinner and after that go to watch Pitch Perfect 2. Something I don't want to do that with anyone else but her. If we will still have few minutes left, I want to go get some hot chocolate and go on a short little walk around the park or something. 

Let me tell you all of this might be fantasy because Jessica is picky and might not want to do it. And there might be a bigger chance we might not do this because...well long story short, because of the conflicts with her family. But let’s all hope that nothing with be in a way of my planning for this week. Right? Right. 

  So let me get back to all of those questions I asked you in the beginning. Yes, I'll do anything for my best friend, after all I owe her more than I can imagine for everything she has done for me. I definitely think that everyone should have a best friend because if I didn't have Jessica being part of my life, I don't know what I would do. I mean she switched my life totally in 180 degree angle. I couldn't be more grateful for what she has done for me. I LOVE my best friend and KNOW that she is the BEST thing that has ever happened to me. She makes me a better person each day and I strife to be like her someday. I don't promise you that you will find someone like her because there's only handful of people like her. Honestly I don't know how I got so lucky to have met her and be the best part of my life. I wish you all good luck on finding someone like her because like I said she is rare. 

  Anyways, I'll let you all know how it goes this week

And so adventures begin

    And so adventures begin
As i got home on Friday i couldn't wait to see my best friend. The track practice ended early so i called her to let her know that i am out of practice already.But she didn't answer her phone. I was really exhausted and had to take a nap and if she would come over, i would of woke up and hang out with her. I took probably an hour nap and wished it was longer but she (Jessica Peters) called and said that she'll be there ASAP.
 As she came i was still in my bed and didn't really wanted to get up but unfortunatly i did. We set in my room for few minutes till we decided to go and learn how to longboard. My first thoughts after i offered her i'll teach her how to longboard was "What did i get myeself into." But i was wrong. As she stood on a longboard she rode it like a champ. Pretty impressing. But don't be tripping and think that she did that and was pro at it. Hard to imagine but she still had little flaws riding longboard.
 As we were riding our longboards at the church parking lot she did great job. There was a moment where we were about to take pictures but she slipped/tripped and had to race her longboard before it crashes into the wall. Unfortunately she did not run in track so she didn't catch it in time before it crashed. We had a blast... well at least i did, because i knew what i was doing and i hardly had to teach Jessica how to ride it. As we were going home, she really impressed me on how little of time she learned how to have balance, stand, ride it and how to look good while riding a longboard.
 Later that evening we had a story time. I have definitely learned something new about her that i've never knew before. She doesn't like braccoli. That's one of the things that is different about us. I also learned that she loves hot chocolate. I wouldn't say she's a picky eater but she said she was. Maybe i didn't notice that because we like for the almost part everything the same besides few little things. You know, maybe that's why we best friends? I don't know but there are many things about her that makes her best friend to me.
 The next morning we were going to make some breakfast but as we came out of my room she said "Someone is already cooking up the storm." As we came into the kitchen it was my dad. He made somme french toast for us. Great dad i would say. We had a blast during our sleepover.

Bucket list

Bucket list for 2015. Me and my best friend Jessica Peters both decided to go and serve a mission but before we do that we have the whole summer to make fun memories to tell our companions (make them wish they had a friendship like ours). Our first bucket list is for me to teach her (Jessica) how to longboard and make a dinner from scratch. Actually it's going to happen today. I'm super excited about that.


  The first thing we did together is when she came back from collage and I came over to her house and I told her that we are going on a drive. We played a game where you had a turn and choose what you wanted to do and each turn that passes by our things that we wanted to do got to get better each time we get a turn. So I let her go first. Jessica chooses to go to Morgan's house. At first I wasn't sure where we were going but then it was a different neighborhood and she asked me "Do you know where we at yet?" I said yes I know where we at. As we found his car in a parking lot we had few crazy things we wanted to do but we didn't have all the stuff to do those things. We drove there maybe for 10 minutes and we just left without saying anything to Morgan. As I got my turn I knew exactly where I wanted to go and do but it was later that evening so if we drove there it probably would of been closed. I had to choose a different place to go to. Going to the different place wasn't the easiest thing. I wasn't familiar with neighborhood of Morgan's and how to get out of there. I got lost where I was going but Jessica didn't really say anything. She thought I knew where I was going. We finally (for the most part me) found our way to chick fil a. I got her frozen lemonade. As I already ordered she didn't know what I was getting. After I ordered she said that she wants to try that. I would say that I know what my best friend likes. Ha-ha.


 As we were sitting and visiting with each other I realized that I’ll never find anyone better than her. Not because I'm not good with others but because she is all I want and she makes me a better person and I have never met that is as her. She is a sweetheart. Jessica also makes me happy. I believe that one day she'll become comedian.


 As we we're about to head out home from chick fil a, she wanted some fries. I got her a large one. She laughed and said she couldn't eat it all.


 As I was driving her home, we talked little bit what we are going to do this summer and I told her "We are going to have fun." I can't wait for this summer to begin. Jessica is my best friend that no one will ever change that. She is the most selfless person I've ever met and also hard working. Her future has a lot to offer her.