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  Yesterday i told my best friend that i'll come over and visit her. I couldn't stay for very long because i had a lot of stuff going on and i had a lot of finals coming up that i have to study for. Of course i didn't tell her that because i didn't want her to think that she is my last priority. So as i hopped into the shower so i would smell and look nice for her. I don't want her to think i stink or anything. ha ha. As i was in the shower my old friend Julia called and i didn't answer because i was in the shower. But she did leave a voice mail and said that she is coming over. So i couldn't tell her that i can't hang out with her tonight.
  Julia used to be my best friend but she didn't like Jessica as much and didn't see a lot in Jessica as i did. So she caused a lot of harm in our friendship because of Jessica. I tried to fix it up but she just wanted to be the only friend and best friend i have. That was very hard for me to do. I finally decided that in a long run i would rather have Jessica as my best friend than her. Jessica's and my friendship isn't flawless or anywhere to be perfect but it works great and to me it is perfect. I wouldn't  want anyone else as my best friend. I love her.
  So I told Jessica that i feel horrible for ditching her but Julia is coming over. I told her that i'm sorry I've been a horrible friend lately. Honestly Jessica is the only person that'll probably feel awful about when i have to cancel plans because i care so much about her and her time. I told my dad as he was on his way out of the door that I've been horrible friend to Jessica and had few tear drops. He hugged me and said what did i do. So i told him that I've been ditching her for stupid reasons that i could care less about but if i didn't do those stupid things I would have awful consequences follow. My dad smiled and said "If I felt bad as much as you do about what you do, i would have a river full of tears." He also then added later that I'm a good friend and shouldn't worry about it. But it frustrates me still though.
  Anyways when Julia got to my house, i told her that she can't do that to me and come over without me saying anything and because she has done that to me we are both going to Jessica's house whether she likes it or not. She was totally fine with i. So I grabbed few things on a way for Jessica and tell her and to let her know that she is my priority. Honestly it wasn't as awkward as i thought it would be but it still was when Julia came into Jessica's home.
  I completely spaced out that i already have a date this Saturday and that it wouldn't work out with me hanging out with Jessica so i think we might just do it next week